dark clouds

They say that when it rains, it pours. The last few months, I've been showered with challenges in my personal and professional life.

I've tried to stay positive and held on tightly to my faith. But sometimes, I cannot help but feel that I don't deserve all of these. Which leads me to my question - where is the silver lining?

I think I've been optimistic for too long that I cannot help but unleash my negative side. 

I don't even know why I'm writing this. Maybe it's my hormones kicking in. 

Somebody give me a happy pill!